I found the post about this ornament in my drafts. I guess I never finished posting about Christmas and didn't share this. It was an ornament my BFF Kate gave me last Christmas for their 2nd Christmas, isn't it lovely?
Thursday, September 6, 2012
There are many days that I stop and think "How have I made it this many years, months, weeks, days, sometimes even hours without Reese and Scotlyn? How?" Physically, emotionally, I can't believe I have lived 2 whole years without them. I go through different phases and emotions where I am just too sad to try to "celebrate" their life and just be happy with the time I had with them. I am very thankful for that time, but I want more. I see people have healthy babies ALL the time, why couldn't that be me and my babies? I see entirely too many people who have lost their babies, too and that confuses me even more. How could something so horrific happen to so many people? I know that a lot of bad things happen in the world each day that is beyond understanding (way more than I even care to know which is why I rarely follow the news). Each day still holds some element of difficulty. I miss them so very much, still. This time has seemed too long already, sometimes I wonder how I will be able to live forever without them.
Posted by Kim at 11:43 AM